I still haven’t decided what days to write for this blog. I just wanted to say that the reasons I began this blog is to help you while you somehow help me. I don’t know if that makes sense, but in my mind that is the only or one of the methods that I can see fit to take on because my shrink just doesn’t get it. I should give my shrink pills to take in order to get me. But… instead I discovered that maybe, jut maybe this blog would make someone inspire me!! As I stare off my Chicago balcony, I wonder how I will be able to get unstuck from where I am now, from where I have been for the last 2 fricken years. Yes, it took me 12 years to get to this point. Save me as I will try to save you. Got to go.